Most beautiful film I've ever seen

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thank you to everyone, who read my blog

I caught a flue and stayed in bed this day, watched the tv-show 'girls', which was so funny..I laughed all the time :) and seeked for nothing special at ' weheartit.com ' and found:

what I wore today

Das Wasser gluckst in ihren Ohren. Es ist das einzige Geräusch das sie hört. Kleine Wellen spülen Wasser über ihren Körper, der im Wasser zu schweben scheint. Ihre Finger gleiten durch das Wasser, wie Seide im Wind, entlang ihres Körpers. Ihre Fingerkuppen scheinen fast durchsichtig im grünen Wasser, durch die Sonne, welche sich darin bricht und auf dem sandigen Boden Muster malt. Sonnenmuster, bewegt durch die leichten Wellen, Schatten ihrer Haare, welche zu tanzen scheinen. Tanzen, wie Federn oder Glitter in der Luft…

Pullover: H&M, Button-down shirt: Suzanna, Necklace: present from my love, Brooch: vintage shop at cambridge

 

christmas market and busy days

Sorry for not writing these days but a lot is going on and I had to do a lot of stuff...
Anyway,I was at the christmas market today with my bestfriend and another friends and took some pictures..I wish you a happy 6th December with lots of snow!
 
 

Just a little break with tea and patisserie

what I wore today

TodayI went to the city to buy some wool for crocheting a beanie...but I'll be very busy these days so I  am running low on time these days. But it's going to be better in a month or so..,Anyway, I am super excited, because of my coming weekend, where I'll meet some good friends for having a nice evening with lots of  Chinese food, hmm..Aaaand I'll visit my boy, who is living in another town and my best friend, because a lot is going on in our lives so we have to talk pretty much..Finally I  wish you all a good night with beautiful  dreams...<3

a wonderful sunny november day

I love you...whispered   in my ear by someone very beautiful, who is sitting in front of me in the bed. These words are making my heart warm…these words are beautiful, kind of magic,. powerful.. warm..              It's for someone special, who is a magic as well...I love you too, whispered in your ear, by someone who loves you very much..

Today I took this beautiful pictures of the setting sun and wondered about love and these magical three words…

 

 

 

 

 

just a 'tattoo' idea

It's me, just sitting in the grass and wondering about myself, because 30 minutes ago I went to the hairdresser and cut my hair very short and drawing with eyeliner on my arm...

 

 

Wondering about good stories



I took this picture after a long period of rain, which was very beautiful, but also kind of depressing, I think..

So I already wonder about stay in bed the whole winter and read <3

 

before I'll paint the town red

My skin was kissed by raintrops, but when I looked up into the sky, there were only rays of sunshine, which licked the dew of my skin...

 

 

what I wore today

I had a incredible time in the rainy forest, today...It was very cloudy and cold, but colourful between the trees...

rain brushes my tears away

A selfportrait I took this evening…Good night, wonderful soul...good night

tomorrow will be a nice day, I guess

My friends and I are planning to go to a very nice café tomorrow and eating a speciality from Germany --> Apfelstrudel..hmm, so tasty <3 If you are someday in Baden-Württemberg, a state in the south of Germany you have to eat this...Especially with vanilla icecream!
Today was a very beautiful day outside, but I couldn't enjoy the briliant sunny weather outside, because I had to study for my last test at friday, O DEAR! And the fact that we'll have snow at this weekend doesn't make it better..Snow in october? Not so good, I guess.
So before I studied today I have written a letter to my love..I know, it's pretty unusual to write letters to people, but I think it's one thing which you should keep doing. It's kind of magic to get a letter from a person who you love...the moment you discover the envelope on the stairs...when the paper crinkle during opening the paper...the handwritten letters.

Do you think about letters? DO you want to get some?

what I wore today - hello autumn, my friend

Today was a very cold and cloudy october day...Autumn is coming and the leaves are already pretty coloured. I like autumn very much, most of the coloures and fresh air...sadly most of people are going to get a very sad mood, kind of depressive I guess, but actually you only have to walk through the forest with its beautiful falling leaves and you will be happy (i am doing this quite often right now and I like it pretty much, even when it's very cold outside --> I like the thoughts of having a big cup of hot chocolate at home :)).
Today it's a marvelous day with only two hours of school, playing piano and having a nice bath with candles <3 and I wore my favourite dress this day and, you know, when you're wearing something you like very very much you get a nice feeling and have to smile the whole day, like me today, actually...

 dress: terminal D
 shoes: S.Oliver
 scarf: vintage
 rings: vintage

 

 

sleepy world

 

Good evening :) how are things doing? I hope very thing is going well and you got your fingers nice, not as me, because I am a bundle of nerves these days..
Anyway, now I have a little bit free time and wondered about our prom, which is coming soon and what to wear at this formal evening. So I sit myself down and searched for beautiful dresses and foooouuuuunnnndd:

(I guess, that's not special for a prom, but I like these ones very much)


 
(zara-dress)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO WEAR AT THE PROM?

I smell the grass today

Today I post only a few pictures, because I found these on my computer and decided to share these ones ...

I took most of them in the garden or at some fields next to our house( yes, I live in the middle of nowhere..it's beautiful, but sometimes it's fucking lonely!!!)
Which one do you like most?

very old text about my favourite feeling

Ich laufe über den alten Dielenboden in meiner Wohnung. Stille.. Lange schaue ich mir die Bilder im Flur an.. Mich durchfährt ein Gefühl, welches ich nicht bestimmen kann, man nicht bestimmen kann. Ich bin plötzlich wieder am Strand, laufe im Wasser dem Sonnenaufgang entgegen. Steine unter meinen Füßen, pieksend und glitschig. Das Wasser ist kalt und eine Gänsehaut läuft mir die Beine hinauf. Auf irgendeinem Bild bin ich mit dir zu sehen. Arm in Arm auf einem schneebedeckten Berg. Unser Blick geht in die Unendlichkeit...Daneben steht ein Bild auf der Kommode. Es sind zwei Koffer zu sehen. Einer ist über und über mit bunten Bildern beklebt. Und plötzlich fällt mir eine Beschreibung für das Gefühl in mir ein. Fernweh…Ich will wieder in die Unendlichkeit schauen und dieses besondere Gefühl in mir spüren, woanders aber trotzdem zu Hause zu sein.

I like this text very much..I have written it when I had itchy feed. So I am going to plan to travel a lot after my A-levels in April. I am very looking forward that!!! Actually, I can't wait :)
Anyway, this night I am going clubbing with some good friends. We'll paint the town red, I think...Especially after this very stressful day ( I had to write my first test at Chemistry and I felt like: Omg, I didn't do anything..How can I survive?!), but I'd made it, so I am going to celebrate that :D no, just kidding...but, however, this is one of the rare evenings where I can go clubbing, because school is already very hard and it's going to be harder...
But at this moment I am laughing and happy and giggling and having a wonderful tingling feeling in my stomach, so
GOOD NIGHT AND HAVE A WONDERFUL EVENING! GO AND PAINT THE WORLD RED!

I just wonder about fairytales

Am Ende der Straße wirst du finden, wonach du dich sehnst...
Deine Maske, sie wird fall und und du wirst sein wie du bist. So wie du in Wirklichkeit bist , wonach du dich die ganzen Jahre gesehnt hast.
Die ganzen Jahre in denen du eine Maske aufgezogen hast, um zu leben. Um Freunde zu finden.
Niemand ist deine Maske aufgefallen. Niemand. Nur wenn du alleine im Bett lagst, hast du deine Maske abgenommen. Im Dunkeln, damit es niemand sieht, wie du sie absetzt und in den Tiefen der wunderschönen Erinnerungen an dein früheres Ich versinkst.
Deswegen trägst auf der Straße des Lebens diese Maske, um deine Sehnsucht zu überdecken. Sehnsucht, die dich vollkommen ausfüllt und dich schwer atmen lässt. Sehnsucht nach der Zeit ohne Maske...
Und nachts bist du am Ende dieser Straße und findest, wonach du dich sehnst.
(written by me)

This is the most beautiful soundtrack I've ever heard. Do you already watch this movie? I haven't seen this movie, yet. But I adore the film's soundtrack so I probably gonna watch it this week.

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE AND LISTEN TO THE SOUNDTRACK; I'S AMAZING
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J2t-vquuT7k&feature=endscreen&NR=1

it's for you, Mr. Universe

He wasn't in a mood for going to this party, actually. He wasn't in the mood for smalltalk with strangers, much alcohol, bitches..but principally not meeting bitches and feeling their superficiality. He wasn't that kind of man who wants to be in the thick of things. No, not at all...
But something said him, that he should go to this party, he has no idea what, maybe kind of a feeling in his stomach. Anyway, he went with some friends to this party. He already felt the bass in the hallway, fluttery in his stomach, a tingling feeling. A good feeling, anyway actually. In the flat were so many peoples, young and some of them were very beautiful, but he already felt lonely when he opened the door. Maybe he felt lonely, because non of these were like him? He really live in a different world, not a odd world, but a different world...he got his camera out of his bag and started to took pictures. That nuts to him! Everybody will see his so beautiful pictures at Monday morning at school. Colourful pictures, full of feelings and magic.
Click, he pressed his finger on the release. Click, a magical sound for him which he could hear in the booming of the bass. He passed dancing people with good looking hairdos, flying while dancing. In the light they are blue, sometimes green and yellow. So many coloures...shooing eyes, looking at him, big in the dizzy light, sometimes they didn't match to the bodies. He didn't notice nobody, even when women try to flirt with him. He is at his own world with his camera. There's no booming bass, only shadows of the dancing people, reflection of the lights...He seemed to fly, a dancing fly on the vibrant floor. His heart beat on its own, constantly. There was the moment when he sat down on the wooden floor, full of happiness.
Anytime someone touched him at his shoulder. Suddenly he felt out of his world. The bass was to loud. There is to much smoke in the room.
He blinked, because the light is to bright for his eyes. Then he moved. He only saw brown eyes with sparkle of green. It was like a thunder which beat into something. Actually it wasn't, but his feeling was exactly like that.
I saw you taking pictures...He wondered about her. Did she observe him?
She fascinated him, because she was different, wearing red trousers.
May I see your pcitures? So, she wasn't at his school.
She might saw him really in his way. Beautiful on his own way.
She gave him a little notice and smiled, while dancing away...He looked on this notice and smiled, too.
"Noah Summer", he whispered.

last day without school

This is my last day without school, so I slept a last time very long and had breakfast at our garden in the sunshine...just a I-want-to-have-always-sunshine-and-a-nice-cereal-breakfast (honestly, I want to marry cereals - I love them so much!).
Anyway (sorry, I am talking about rubbish) I cicled to a flea market in the early afternoon to have a look at. First it was very boring, because there were only stalls with awful clothes or pcitures and kitchen stuff, but then I discoverd these very beautiful earrings with feathers:



So, now I am going to relax a bit before I have to go to bed, because I must awake at 6 a.m. for school..aah, what a great last day <3

I hope you are going to have a nice day tomorrow with much sun and nice guys around you :)

sleep well

What do you think about lesbian and gay people?

I chatted with a very good friend of mine and wonder about lesbian and gay people..In general I am not a person who make a big problem of gay and lesbians, because this good friend is a lesbian. I accepted that fact from the beginning of our friendship. Okay, when she makes out with her girlfriend I am little bit like "oh, I haven't expect this actually, but it's okay anyway".
I wish that everybody outthere would accept this,because that's how the world goes...But there are too many people who not.
So I wonder why they couldn't accept sexuality?! What is the problem?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRUk7FGALw8&list=UUnUmYlfn7p1tZp6MNyKVv6w&index=40&feature=plcp

How do you feel, when you have to flee?

This morning I stayed very long in my cozy, warm bed, because I went out yesterday with my best friend and we had a long amazing evening, so I slept long till the sun woke me up...then I checked out the new "NEON"-magazine(a magazine about everything in life for students--> very cool and funny, sometimes :)) and light on a text about Syria...
You might know that, there was a revolution in Syria and people had to fled to Turkey. Actually, the text wasn't about the revolution but about the people, who had to fled! I think, it is very important for us, to know how people are and what they want...not only for helping, but also for telling the world what's going on.
I am very sorry, but I have to post the text about the feelings of a ten-year-old girl, who had to fled to Turkey in german. I think its easy to understand, so maybe you can read the text, though?!

Auf dem Umschlag: "ich hoffe, dass meine Zunger spricht."
"Die Freiheit ruft. Die Bedeutung von Freiheit ist klein und einfach. Sie gehört den Menschen, die Menschen haben ein Recht auf Freiheit...Wir sind aus unserem land verstopen worden, aus einem kleinen Zimmer, in dem ich alle Wärme und Sicherheit dieser Welt fühlte. Sie sind gegen uns mit Panzern, Bomben und Kugeln vorgegangen, haben nicht zwischen Jung und Alt unterschieden.
Nicht mal kleine Kinder blieben verschont.
Wir sind in einem Zustand des Horrors und der Angst geflohen, extremer Angst. Während ich rannte, schaute ich, was hinter mir passierte und was diese Menschen taten, diese schrecklichen Menschen...
Der Preis der Freiheit ist gestiegen. Blut wurde vergossen. hunderte Menschen wurden getötet und verletzt, und Menschenteile wurden hier und da verstreut, alles für dieses kleine Wort- FREIHEIT.
Ich wusste nicht, dass fern von meinem Land zu leben so schwer ist, aber so Gott will, wird er (Assad) gestürtzt. Ich werde diese Tage, die wir durchlebt haben, mit aller Verzweiflung und Traurigkeit nie vergessen.
Ich bin ein Mädchen von vielen. Ich bin zehn Jahre alt.

good evening post

As you already know is, I am back in Germany and today I am going to tell you about my weeks at Cambridge/England.
I flew from Stuttgart to Stansted, a airport near Cambridge and was picked up by a taxi driver from the OISE-school. So I arrived my hostfamily, which I shared with an italienboy at about 9 p.m.
My room was so little, but also nice and comfortable :) I loved it!
From Monday to Friday I had to go to school at 9 a.m --> very nice, because you can sleep "long" :) (longer than in Germany, actually!).
Monday morning, I was like: omg, nobody would like my, how can I survive the weeks? Aaah, can I fly home, please? (you have to know, that I am very bad in making friends and stuff like that!) But everything was going great and so I made a lot of amazing friendships with people all over the world. The girls I spent time almost everyday with, were from Kazakhstan, China, Taiwan and Germany
--> wonderful funny girls :)
However, the weeks were wonderful, we painted the world red, while punting on the small river, which flows through Cambridge, bowling, shopping (there are so nice clothes shops in Cambridge, incredible) or had a chill out time in one of the big parks...