i am back in Germany

I told you guys, that I was going to go to England for studing and now: I am back :) The weeks were wonderful and it was a great experience to met people from the whole world, although I had to study from 9 a.m to 17.45 p.m... That doesn't seem cool, but it was^^
So that's it for today,  because my sister is ill and i have to take care about her and we are going to watch a movie now :) good bye and have a wonderful night..
Ah stop, before you are on the way back to your bed or whatever, check out this beautiful song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p1Cq66jiRDE

nice holidays everyone

Once upon a time there were two peanuts, twins, called Pea and Nut. They were living in a small country called Peanutopia. I was a country where all peanuts lived in peace and freedom, until the birthday of the twins Pea and Nut. They were different than all other peanuts, something special which nobody could imagine.
Therefore Pea and Nut grew up with discrimination at school, so they never made friends. But they were nerver alone, because they had each other.
Someday they decided to leave Peanutopia to find out whether there is a country anywhere whose citizens treat them like the inhabitants of Peanutopa did.
At night they packed their stuff together and sneaked out of their house. When the sun rose the inhabitants realised the disappearance of Pea and Nut, but they didn't mind. During their journey Pea and Nut reached our country with a miracle mirror. But actually this was a country with allergy peanuts like their homeland. The twins were very sad about that. How could they got back? There wasn't a back home during the miracle mirror. What could they done?
They were hungry and tired, so they sat down on the dirty ground and looked at the traffic jam, till the sunset.
Suddenly they were picked up by a little child, called Charly.
"Mom, look! I have found tow peanuts. May I eat them? They don't look dirty."
"Honey, you have a peanuts allergy."
But Charly opened Pea and Nut and ate both
"Mom, they are allergy free", laugh Charly.
And this was the special point about Pea and Nut.

I had to write about a story about a picture of peanuts and this is what it goes...a little funny storie :)
This will be the last blog for the next two weeks, cause' I am going to fly in the evening to Cambridge/England <3
I am very exciting and nervous, but I hope this will be a great time, although I'll have to school there.

my journey into the forest

Geb mir deine Hand und wir machen eine Reise.Eine Reise in ein unbekanntes Land...ein Land voller Liebe, voller bunter Menschen, ohne mainstream oder neid.Die Reise wird schwierig sein, steinig und sehr lang...aber zusammen werden wir es schaffen.Hand in Hand werden wir den Weg schaffen und überleben.Die Freundschaft und Liebe wird uns helfen, Hand in Hand werden wir laufen.Hör nicht darauf, was andere dir zu flüster; hör nicht auf ihre Lügen...Bilde dir deine eigene Meinung, sei stark.Und wenn du schwach bist, werde ich dir helfen.Ich verspreche es.Bitte glaube mir!Ich weiß, dass ich in letzter Zeit nicht gut zu dir war, dich unter Druck gesetzt habe, mehr an mich als an dich dachte.Aber ich glaube, diese Reise wird uns wieder zusammen führen, auch wenn sie noch so steinig und lang ist.Gemeinsam, Hand in Hand!Am Ende werden wir unbeschwert sein, die strapazen vergessen...Ja, ich werde dich nicht anlügen.Ich sage dir schon jetzt, dass es schwierig sein wird und dass wir an unsere Grenzen kommen werden.Wenn ich dich anlügen würde, sagen, dass es sehr leicht sein wird, ohne Abgründe, dann würdest du eher mitkommen, dass weiß ich.Aber ich liebe dich, deswegen lüge dich nicht an.Lüge dir nicht ins Gesicht.Obwohl ich es könnte, denn du bist so leichtgläubig, so lieb und zerbrechlich.Aber ich tue es nicht.Ich sage dir die Wahrheit über diese Reise und hoffe, dass du mitkommen wirst.Tief in meinem Herzen ist diese Hoffnung, denn die Hoffnung stirbt zuletzt, sagt man.Also, nehme bitte meine Hand und wir machen zusammen diese Reise.Vielleicht wirst du es auch bereuhen, wer kann das schon sagen?Gott, vielleicht.Aber er spricht nicht zu mir, schon lange nicht mehr.In den letzten Monaten habe ich zu viel gelogen, streit gesucht, vielleicht deswegen?Vielleicht hat er sich von mir abgewandt, wer kann das schon sagen?Gottes Liebe ist unendlich, predigt der Pfarrer in unserer kleinen Gemeinde, aber ich glaube nicht so fest daran.Wahrscheinlich, weil ich zu viel unrecht gesehen habe.Ich hoffe trotzdem nicht, dass du es bereuhen wirst.Ich bete dafür!Ich bete dafür, dass du meine Hand nimmst und mit mir diese Reise macht...die letzte Reise, für dich und mich und die erste, die wir zusammen machen würden.Hast du angst deswegen?Weil es die erste gemeinsame ist und ich dich in letzter Zeit zu oft hängen lassen hab?Denkst du, dass ich es wieder tun werde?Dass ich in mein altes Verhaltensmuster zurück fallen könnte?Nein, das werde ich nicht..Ich bin stärker geworden und werde dich glücklich machen.Vertraue mir, wenn auch das letzte Mal, für immer...bitte vertraue mir, ich werde dich nicht enttäuschen!Bitte vertraue mir und nehme meine Hand und mache mit mir diese Reise...

happy day with ice cream

Today, okay actually it was yesterday where I decided to present a very good friend of mine. I like it so much to give friends huges and little presents, because I like when they're smiling and recoice abouth that..After that I feel absolutely happy :) though I don't get a present, it doesn't matter cause' I'm a kind of person who do not keep a mind of tangibles and stuff like that.
So finally I took the Underground and give him his favourite CD :)
On the way back home I met a closed friend and we talked about everything and had a really good time...
Now I'll go to bed, but before I (and you) have to watch this really funny videoclip:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=2Z4m4lnjxkY

life is beautiful

Today was a really wonderful day, because I got send my favourite CDs from a onlineshop <3

So I stayed the afternoon in bed and listened...absolutely stunning. Check it out on youtube:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9HiStltFaU

After I relaxed I baked some delicious muffins, hmm...I wonder that there was enough bough in the bowl after I have eaten so much, haha...Finally there was enough bough for 17 great muffins!

And If you want to bake this beauties, too -->

For the bough:

1 vanilla bean

200g butter, melted

200g flour

160g sugar

4 eggs

2 heaped teaspoonful baking powder

1 pinch salt

1. Turn the oven on 180° on air circulation

    Sliver the vanilla bean and put the pulp into a bucket, exactly the same with sugar and butter.

    Than cream the butter, sugar and the vanilla bean pulp with a hand mixer.

2. After the bough is creamy enough, put the eggs into the bucket

    Mix the flour with the baking powder and salt and sieve it above. Make sure that the bough is

    creamy but not too smooth.

3. Put the bough into the muffin baking form and into the oven.

    After 20 minutes they should done...

    Enjoy!

beautiful life

The day was really warm and sunny, it was just amazing. At 9 o' clock it was bright and hot and I could finished school already...After I went home by train, I jumped in our garden with my camera and took nice pictures:

I am in love with the summer and the good feeling of the summer...I just want to lay in the grass, look in the sky and wonder about the beautiful things in life <3

feel good in rain

Today I went after school to the next bigger city to met a good friend. It was really cool, we talked about everything and had a very good time sitting beside a small river. In the rain, though...
We had already June, but it rained so much that you could accepted that we had autumn. But I like the rain, especially the smell of rain - spicy and fresh. The world looks so damn beautiful in rain, green and alive in some way, I think.